“MY ART IS MOST OFTEN CREATED…”
It means a lot when people pay attention to the little things
THOSE THAT know how much I love a good mental challenge
WHILE pushing me to create for the sake of being a creator.
this random message was no different.
IT’s sunday, 14:07
im running late to a shoot
crossing the street with my 40lb pelican case rethinking my “hate” for straps or wheels,
when I get this message from my homie SHINE…
The question was framed as if I needed to pick just one, but as I stood there in downtown Bethesda, juggling gear, I immediately saw the interconnectedness of them all.
At first, I thought about sending back a voice message, but carrying equipment and rambling in a noisy street wasn’t going to cut it.
So, I let the question marinate and gave myself the space to sit down and really dive into it. The more I thought about it, the more I realized how deeply all of these elements are woven into my artistry and how they shape not only my work…
but who I am.
Here’s my answer—an exploration of the forces that drive my creativity.
I hope it resonates with you and gives you something to reflect on in your own journey.
Let’s get into it
Emotions: The Spark of Raw Creativity
Emotions are the fire that fuels my art—the unspoken language that pours through when words fall short. They are both chaos and clarity, capable of creating beauty or leaving destruction in their wake, depending on how they’re wielded.
In my art, emotions often emerge unconsciously, sneaking into my work through dual meanings and unexpected connections to my subjects and audience.
They reveal truths I didn’t know I was holding, creating a bridge between my inner world and the world outside.
Emotions are my fuel, but they require respect, understanding, and control to light the way forward without burning it all down.
Intentionality: The Map of Creative Purpose
If emotions are the spark, intentionality is the map that directs the fire’s flow.
My neurodivergent mind is always seeking a challenge, hungry for growth and the thrill of learning something new. Over time, I’ve learned to shift this hunger from collecting scattered skills to collecting meaningful solutions for myself and my clients.
Intention ensures my efforts aren’t wasted on beautifully crafted ideas that serve no greater purpose.
It forces me to push beyond surface-level desires and continually refine my direction, grounding my creativity in purpose and making my work not just art, but progress.
Organic Flow: Trusting the Moment
Organic creation is the rhythm where inspiration meets reality.
I’ve learned that no matter how meticulously I plan, the moment of creation often takes on a life of its own. Working with business owners, models and artists taught me to trust the process, let go of rigid expectations, and allow creativity to flow naturally.
This philosophy now extends beyond art—it’s how I approach business, relationships, and life itself. If it doesn’t happen naturally, it’s not for me. My peace is non-negotiable, and my belief in life’s flow assures me I’ll achieve everything I desire.
Life is one great experiment, a series of hypotheses tested, analyzed, and refined.
Trusting the organic nature of this process keeps me grounded, adaptable, and fearless in my evolution.
Professionalism: The Discipline of Creation
Balancing art and work has been a lifelong dance. And its my jam.
I started my LLC at 17 under my parents’ guidance, who envisioned a traditional businessman. What emerged instead was an enigma—a creator who merges art and enterprise into something they never imagined.
The journey has been brutal and beautiful, leaving me battle-worn but wealthy in wisdom. Professionally, I’ve learned to channel my creativity into focused outputs: services, products, sales funnels, communities, and beyond.
Work provides the discipline to direct my creativity, transforming the chaos into tangible, scalable progress. It allows me to stay true to the purpose that sparked my journey while building a legacy rooted in both passion and precision.
The Unified Impact:
Each of these forces—emotions, intentionality, organic flow, and professionalism—exist not in isolation but as a dynamic ecosystem within me. They swirl together, feeding and influencing one another. My emotions bring depth, my intentions guide direction, my organic flow keeps me adaptable, and my professionalism ensures discipline.
Together, they define not only my art but my identity as a creator.
I am not limited to one method or mindset—I am the sum of these interconnected forces, constantly evolving, refining, and expanding.
what about you?
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what about you? 〰️
do you connect with all of these like i do?
Just one?
share your thoughts in the comments
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